Senetor Brownback is GREAT!!!!

Senetor Brownback is a great American christian who is supporting adoptions for us. Thanks to him for doing that. I wish I would have voted for him. He is doing a gala thing so it's gonna help. Maybe it can make our wait shorter too.

Angelina Jolie is SO lucky!

I wish I was Agelina Jolie sometimes. Not because she is married to Brad Pitt - I don't like his movies. She got to go pick out a son and pick him up. No wait for her. Why? Because she is a movie star? Because she is rich? Because she has babies from all over? I wish I knew, because I would do it too. I just wait and work. Does anyone know where she went to pick out her boy Pax? I heard in the break room that Pax is Latino for Peace. I wonder what Madox means? Angry Cow maybe? I don't know. I try to be happy for her. It is hard to be really happy.

SICK SICK SICK

I might not feel as good as when I am not sick. But SOMEBODY sent me this SICK picture of ladybugs having sex! Or so they say!!! I don't think they are lesbianic ladybugs. I mean they are LADYBUGS!!! Ladies!!! Not gay lesbian bugs. I am going to post the picture because I would NOT believe it unless I got it in my mail. Now I have a gallon of ladybugs that I am scared to unleash if they are really lesbian bugs. OMG!!! Help what should I do????

Burger King

Does anyone go to Burger King any more? It always seems like they are empty. I think I know why - they hire a LOT of special people. They are usually very nice but kind of scarey if they don't understand you. I think it is a shame that Burger King isnt more busier because of the special people. I like the french fries. Plus that King guy is very wierd. He scares me too.

See isn't he wierd and scary ---->

Another Fruit

This will be a hard fruit to come up with. But, I've done it through prayer and praying over it. In fact, I think I almost had a vision or something when I was praying. Today's fruit is kindness. Which SOME people here do NOT show.

K - Knowing
I - Is
N - Never
D - Doubting
N - Needing
E - Earnest
S - Sweet
S - Salvation

Sweet Salvation that just comes to me in my head. I LOVE it. Remember that song Sweet Emotion? But, now Sweet Salvation. That would have been better. Sweet Salvation. I LOVE it.

Now You Know Why Police Are Not Liked

No fruit today because I am so angry at a police. Read this story and my letter. I hate to wake up and get so angry but you know somtimes?

Kevin Russell found out it's not easy trying to cash a check from God.

The 21-year-old man was arrested after he tried to cash a check for $50,000 at the Chase Bank in Hobart that was signed ''King Savior, King of Kings, Lord of Lords, Servant,'' Hobart police Detective Jeff White said.

Russell was charged with one count attempted check fraud and one count intimidation, both felonies, and one count resisting law enforcement, a misdemeanor. He could face prison time.

Police were called to the bank after Russell tried to cash the check, which was written on an invalid Bank One check with no imprint, White said. Russell had several other checks with him that were signed the same way but made out in different dollar amounts, including one for $100,000.

Russell struggled with police as they tried to detain him, White said, and then threatened police as they transported him to the Hobart Police Department.

''I've heard about God giving out eternal life, but this is the first time I've heard of him giving out cash,'' White said.

Policeman White has heard about God giving out eternal life??? Heard????? HEARD??????????? I was so made I sent him this email.

Dear Mr. White

I did not like your message you sent with the smug saying about hearding God gives eternal life. You might think it's a joke (a not funny joke) but I do not. What if the guy did get God's checkbook? What if it was really real checks from God? Then your hearding would not be funny at all. You would be dumb to say that then. Just like you are dumb to say that now. The only reason you got to say stuff about God is Kevin did have God's real checks.

God doesn't need a checkbook or checks or a pen to write on his checks. He can just make money or make checks or make writing on checks. He can do ANYTHING. Maybe next time you have someone not act nice to you you can ask God for help. Maybe you will be heard. I will pray for both you and Kevin because he needed the money. You just need help.

Blessings,
Mocking Bird (I used my real name)

A Hard Fourth Fruit

If you are adopting you need this fruit. With that in mind here is today's fruit and the words of wisdom they inspire.
Patience:
P - People
A - Adopt
T - To
I - Improve
E- Every
N - Needy
C - Childs
E - Existence

Thurd Fruit

We all need energy and not just from gas and oil. Through Christ we can find a way to get through our waiting for our China babies. I miss the RQ today - I don't know why.

Peace
P - Praying
E - Earns
A - All
C - Christ's
E - Energy

Joy Fruit

Even though some commentator can't be nice I am still going to continue with making sentences with words from the letter like Gary Busey. Today's Fruit is JOY.

JOY
J - Jesus
O - Over
Y - Yoda

Too many people I know and I see every day at work that think Yoda is more powerful that Jesus... He is NOT. The force is a bunch of hooey. Another fruit tomorrow.

Great Reminder - Fruits of the Spirit

I totally forgot about this part of scripture. Thanks to the friend who posted it. It was like finding a ladybug in my pantry.

The Fruits of the Spirit are found in Galatians 5:22-23. They are love, joy, peace, patience, kindness, goodness, faithfulness, gentleness, and self-control.

Each day for how ever long it takes I will do what I've seen Gary Busey (A true man of God) to make sentences out of words.
LOVE:
Live
Offending
Venemous
Evil

Al Gore DID NOT Win (again)!!!

Al Gore DID NOT win an Oscar. The movie he was in won not him. So keep your "my fellow Americans" speeches to the winner and president. Nice try Mr. Gore. My "W" - right or wrong!!!!

PS - The globe warming seems silly seeing how cold I am at work.

MY Best Find For The Easter Season!!!

OMG!!!! At work yesterday a girl came in with the GREATEST shirt I have ever seen!!! It said Hating Satan but it was a license plate that says H8N S8N - Hate'n Satan.. and I DO... You should too!

So everyone I know is going to get a shirt to wear all the time. I am so glad I worked the extra shift or else I might not have run into that girl. Thank you Lora and her mom Gert.

Hate is good when you is Hate'n Satan. ( H8N S8N ) - very good!!!!

The girl's mom said she got it for her at CafePress.com and I found it here: http://www.cafepress.com/h8n_s8n

Winter's Sick Grip

The cold and flu season has struck me down like David did to Goliath. Fever and chills have kept me out of work and even home from church services. I am going back to sleep after some hot tea and toast.

Prepairing Cats and Dogs? OMG!!!!

I was at a meeting where they were going to talk about prepairing cats and dogs for babies!!! As soon as I read this was topic I left. I will NEVER feed MY baby cat or dog. EVER!!!!! I don't care if it's OK someplaces it's not OK in America.

You can so buy Ladybugs!!!

After SO many mean comments from the last post, here is where I ordered MY labybugs for MY yard.


http://www.growquest.com/free_ladybugs.htm

My yard will be full of ladybugs and their magic and blessings.

Ladybugs!!!!

I read the BEST post on the Rumor Queen's site!!! Growing Ladybugs will help your speed up your wait time. Praise the Lord!!!! I looked and looked for where to buy ladybugs. I mean sure you can get them at ANY craft store but they aren't really real ladybugs.

But, I FOUND THEM... 1 Gallon of Ladybugs is $70, You know how many ladybugs that makes? 72,000 LADYBUGS!!!! I am going to buy a gallon a month for as long as I need to wait. OK, but here is my question???? How much time do 1 ladybug take off the wait? I hope each lady bug is a minute or a day!

OMG!!!!! Dinner w/ The Chinese Family

OK, remember when I posted about the little girl who was lost in Wally World a few weeks ago? That same little girl and her family was back over the weekend. I am especially nice to them when they come it now. I usually just say things like "Welcome to WalMart" or "You all looking for something special today?" - but since I kind of know these people I asked them if they need of my help in shopping. They need no help so I just go back to the front of the store where it is freezing cold.

On their way out they asked if I wanted to join them next Sunday for services at their church. I started to cry and said of course I will. I can't wait. I am sure that I will have dinner too. Just a feeling I get. I hope they sing in english because I still don't know any songs in Chinese!!!

Oh Madonna REALLY!!!!

I just read something that got me SO mad!!!! Madonna says she won't cut her little African baby's hair until he is 3 year old! 3????? I mean come on! His poor hair will be terrible. Do you think the other kids in school if he even GOES to school will tease him? I do!! I had long hair that my Nanna cut and kids made fun all the time. It's not that childs fault he was stolen! And now this. Oh come on Madonna REALLY!!!!!

I wish she would just give the baby back and go sing some good songs like a Christmas album or gospel music instead of her filth. I read People sometimes in the check out lines. She is not living up to her name!!!

A Wonderful E-Mail from a REAL Friend

The Heart


"Tomorrow morning," the surgeon began, "I'll open up your heart..."

"You'll find Jesus there," the boy Interrupted.

The surgeon looked up, annoyed "I'll Cut your heart open," he continued, To see how much damage has been Done ..."

"But when you open up my heart, you'll Find Jesus in there," said the boy.

The surgeon looked to the parents, who Sat quietly. "When I see how much Damage has been done, I'll sew your Heart and chest back up, and I'll plan What to do next."

"But you'll find Jesus in my heart. The Bible says He lives there. The Hymns all say He lives there. You'll Find Him in my heart."

The surgeon had had enough. "I'll tell You what I'll find in your heart. I'll find damaged muscle, low blood Supply , and weakened vessels. And I'll find out if I can make you well."

"You'll find Jesus there too. He lives There."

The surgeon left.

The surgeon sat in his office, recording his Notes from the surgery, "...damaged aorta, damaged Pulmonary vein, widespread muscle degeneration. No hope for transplant, no hope for cure. Therapy: Painkillers and bed rest. Prognosis:, " Here he paused, "death within one year."

He stopped the recorder, but there was More to be said. "Why?" he asked aloud. "Why did You do this? You've put Him here; You've put him in this pain; and You've cursed him to an early death. Why?"

The Lord answered and said, "The boy, My lamb, was not meant for your Flock for long, for he is a part of My Flock, and will forever be. Here, in My flock, he will feel no pain, and Will be comforted as you cannot imagine.

His parents will one day join him here, And they will know peace, and My flock will continue to grow."

The surgeon's tears were hot, but his Anger was hotter. "You created that Boy, and You created that heart. He'll Be dead in months. Why?"

The Lord answered, "The boy, My lamb, Shall return to My flock, for He has Done his duty: I did not put My lamb With your flock to lose him, but to retrieve another Lost lamb."

The surgeon wept.. The surgeon sat Beside the boy's bed; the boy's Parents sat across from him. The boy awoke and
Whispered, "Did you cut open my heart?"

"Yes," said the surgeon.

"What did you find?" asked the boy.

"I found Jesus there," said the Surgeon .

DH Killeded My Computer!!!!!!!

My husband tired to install that new operation system on MY computer. MINE. Not HIS computer. He killed it. I lost all my receipies, my photos, email and everything. I have been without MY computer for days now. I finally went to our crawl space tofind the Windows 95 disks and put them on.

To top it off, it's been so cold in the USA hearland. People think I am smiling at them when I greet them at Wally World but really it my teeth chattering. How can I be nice when I am freezing???? HOW???

I need to go catch up on the boards. I feel like I have been gone so so so long. Why did he use MY computer to fart around with? - When I curse you KNOW I am mad now!!!! Windows 95 was just fine for me.

Learning So Much About at APC

I never seem to get there enough. They has so many posts on the yahoo group APC. But, I learned so much with every visit. There are people there who share all what they know about China, Chinese people and being a parent. Some times people are like they are here - NOT VERY NICE. WWJD? He turns the other cheek and so will I.

Tom Cruise?????

Did you see the news about Tom Cruise? Some scientist says Tom Cruise is the "Chosen One". I don't think so!!!!

OK, I do love Days of Thunder with the NASCAR racing!!! (WAR TONY STUART! - he's a bad boy) Tom Cruise is not a mesiah. That was Jesus. Not Tom Cruise. I mean really!!!

That's what I hate about scientist they think they know everything and can tell US who the next mesiah is or something. Go cure something and leave God alone. Christ would have never made that vampire movie.

Tom Cruise made a big mistake leaving Nicole Kidman. She was in Days of Thunder too - but she didn't race. She was a doctor.

Nursery Ryme Time

-Ladybug! Ladybug!
Fly away home.
Your house is on fire.
And your children are all gone.
All except one,
And that’s little Ann,
For she’s hiding under
The frying pan.

A look a red thread too!!!


I don't know why you would own a frying pan that a child could hide under? A wok might be big enough but a frying pan no way!!!
And, to all my freinds thank you for all your support during this test that I am being tested by. I can't describe how difficult it has been to smile and be nice to every one at work the past few day. I keep my pocket New Testiment in my smock. It helps too.

Sad Day on the RQ

I got a call from a friend who told me I needed to go to the RQ because they were talking about my blog. MY BLOG!!!!! I couldn't wait to get home and look. But, the posts were so bad I could not read more than a couple.

I did not post all those comments on this site. I don't spend all day on-line. I created this blog because my other blog was hacked by hackers - see my original post here. My guess is those same hackers are commenting here. Some are very nice. Otheres are just mean. Some I just don't understand.

I saw that Asian family yesterday and greeted them when they came in. They were much nicer than the day they lost their girl. I told them we are adopting from China. They said "THANK YOU". So they understand.

Please Forgive

I know that I am still learning all I can about adoption. I'm not perfect, I am sorry if my posts offend. Since I know you all are going to be my new best friends the posts are helping me express my feelings since my husband won't even listen to me when I talk about our adoption. I've had some wonderful friends who have been very supportive. And, some very mean people here who have just told me I was stupid, racist, and make up. I don't even wear ruse!!!! BTW - if you adore Mary Kay products let me know.

My posts are from my heart and some times I feel like I am speaking in tongues because I get that feeling taking over me when I type. I know I am not racist I love all Christian people and all those who need to be.

Forgive the people who don't accept my calling by God to adopt. I have over 4 months of waiting done with God only knows how much longer to go.

Met A Chinese FAMILY (Parents too!)

I just had to post this before services today. Yesterday at work the cutest little Chinese girl got seperated from her parents. She was so adorable except that she was crying. Since my job as the greeter has me right next to the customer service I went over to help. I asked her if she adopted but she didn't answer because I think she didn't know any english. Well, in a few seconds her parents came running up to get her. They were Chinese too! I had totally forgetten that they could adopt as well. I asked if they adopted her from China. They must have been so freaked out by almost losing their baby that they didn't answer. If helping these folks get their daughter feels so good I can't wait for my own gotcha day!!!

A Big Decision for US!!

It's been so long since we posted. We've been talking and talking and talking about when to get our doll baby baptised. We know she wont be baptised when get her over in China. And we don't want to risk flying all the way back here to the USA (America's the best!). So we've decided to have her baptised when were over in China!!! We can't wait. Dress her all up in white and show her new clean soul off.

We want to do a traditional in the river baptism - like Christ did in the river Jordan. I think there is a big yellow river in China. Maybe we could just do it there. We don't want to do it in Hong Kong because it used to be owned by the British and we seperated from them back in the 1700's - remember 1776? So if anyone knows a good traditional baptism place with Christian running it, please let us know. In a pinch we could just do it at the Red Swan's pool. But we would rather one in a river.

More Bad News

I couldn't even post this news until now. I spent most the last day and night in prayer. The news we got just made me question everything I have ever learned. It turns out with our LID (Log In Date) is 9/16/2006 we did not get passed over with the last batch of referrals. Our wait will be a little longer according to the agency. Now, they say they don't know when. But the good news is the extra money we paid them will be used to help speed things up even more.

Why did this happen? I don't know. I was so angry about it I questioned whether we even should adopt from China. Maybe it's God's way of telling us that adopting from a Godless people isn't in his plan. Maybe maybe could be could be. I cried myself to sleep. But now I KNOW it is what we are called to do. In today's mail there was the nicest note from a friend who heard about us adopting. They were so thankful we were here to save a soul that needed saving. She even gave us some money to help us. Thank you to my special friend - you know who you are. God's Blessings to Everyone. Even the people who have hate for us not willing to bow to preasure and not express ourselves. I'll pray for your understanding and love.

Some People Part Two

OK, I'm not perfect. Not even on my best day. But, I don't like other people sometimes but I usually just pray for them either to get right or suffer God's wrath. Now it seems people on the RQ site think it's ok to put filthy posts about people they don't like. A lot of people don't like Paul Zhan - but do we swear at her on the RQ (my hero BTW - By The Way). It got me so angry I posted before I prayed I hope it doesn't make it. Maybe God will lose it for me. If not I just want to say sorry to the potty mouth on RQ. Freedom of speech is why we are increasing troops so think before you post.

Treasure of the Day (Today)

I was on my break as a "WallyWorld" greeter and was reading my bible. In Deuteronomy I found this passage that is really what we're all doing by adopting from China.

And the little ones that you said would be taken captive, your children who do not yet know good from bad—they will enter the land. I will give it to them and they will take possession of it. Deuteronomy 1:39.

I mean read it again. We ARE taking kids that are captive in those SWI places and setting them free here! They don't know about God or anything so how could they know good from bad? It was my treasure for today! And I found 38 cents in the ladies break room too!!

Good for CNN

I had to work the late shift because the other greeter didn't show up to work. A double shift is nice for my paycheck but my feet are killing me. But, it's OK because tomorrow I get to sit at the door instead of stand.

I missed CNN and Paul Zhan - but RQ gave it a thumbs up so I am sure I don't need to read the transcript. If it's OK with RQ it's OK with MB (ha ha ha Mocking Bird). I just wish I knew this would have turned out so good because now I need to restock my Alka Seltzer.

I hope the people on the first know who they are messing with when it comes to adopting people from China.

Don't Watch CNN!!!

Did you see CNN's program on tv Friday? OMG!!!!! They had people on the show talking about adoption. I don't watch CNN (Fox News is best!) but I read that it was horrible. Every one of us need to stop buying all the stuff they sell on CNN. Everything is now no good to me.

I all ready threw out all my Alka Seltzer and I promised I will never buy it again. Promised!!! But now I found out that Alka Seltzer has ads on Fox News too. I don't know what to think. I mean I hate CNN but I don't want to hurt Fox News. I thought this would be so easy earlier today and now I realize that it won't be as easy as I hoped.

Since I did promise not to buy Alka Seltzer I won't. (Why did I post the promise out on RQ where everyone in the world could see????) Next time I am going to make sure I pray over things more than just the hour or so I did today so I can get better guidance.

A New Day (Today)

Well thanks for the comments everyone. It means so much to us. There are times when I forget it's not up to me or us or anyone besides the "Big Guy".... No not the President silly - God. But, I would let Pres. Bush handle our adoption. Being a man of faith he would surely do right by us.

I ask God everyday to watch over Pres. Bush. Make sure he takes his vitamins, gets lots of rest and doesn't take to heart all the hurtful and unkind things people say about him. It's been a rough second term because of all the balogna that the "press" makes up. I keep clear of most news other than Fox News and Meerkat Manor - they are so cute!!!

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This is the last post from our old blogg that those hackers hacked into. WHY WHY WHY??? I keep asking myself but there is no good answer. I pray that they will be caught and punished - so no one ever has to rebuild a blogg again.

Not So Nice People In This World

OK, I started this to help me get through the wait till we get our Lord's blessing of a Chinese Girl from China. It's been OVER three months and still no word. What the heck??? Sorry, I don't usually swear like that. But sometimes ya just have to... ya know???

But, I have one post up and people have started "correcting" me. I don't need a lecture I need my gift from God! My agency said something more in Chinese to me - I tell them I no hablo Chinese but they don't understand Mexican. Maybe I will email them.

Sad News Finally Sunk In

Hi Fellow Adopters of God's Blessings -

We have a LID date of 9/16/06 and we just don't understand why we didn't receive our referral in this batch. I mean, really!!! Why is it I can order an Ipod AND have it engraved AND get it in just 4 days FROM China and this is taking SO long?

I mean we know we will have to travel there but we are doing all the touring stuff - just pick up our precious gift from the Lord that we've prayed almost non-stop since September (it's over 3 months now!)... but STILL. Come on!!! God would not have sent us on a hard journey!

Our agency told us this was just a hick-up so we payed extra to have our paperwork sped up. They "know" someone over at the CCAA. And two (2) people at our agency know Chinese because they answer the phone "Kneee How" - it's so cute!!! The first time I talked to them I hung up... I don't speak Chinese.

OK, so we will have to wait ONE more batch. That's not what we wanted but that's what God wants for us. Even though technically we should have been in THIS batch because it ended at 9/27 and our LID is 9/16. That's less than a week!

God must know better. Maybe he wants us to have warmer weather to travel to China with because God knows I don't like the cold.

Thanks for letting me vent!

Starting Over!!!!

Our original blog was hacked by some hackers. They posted some very inappropriate things that I will not go into here. Let's just say what that posted you would never find at any WalMart like they implied. I know, I am the early morning greeter - and I LOVE MY JOB!!!!

So, we are starting over again. I will see if I can get our old posts from the old blog that weren't hacked by those hackers - what's wrong with some people??? I mean REALLY!!!!!